Life Without Part of Me

Part of my life, if not all revolves around people. We are all connected to each other one way or another. I remember this cartoon where this kid wished that all her enemies would be gone. When she woke up the next morning, she was the only person left on Earth. Have I proved my point? Well.. No.. But let me try to talk a bit of that so I can prove to myself that what I say is a fact. (Yea, not proving to you. Proving to me.)

So here goes.. Love Actually version.. Everyone is somehow or other connected to each other. As we stand in a circle. You might find that you are connected to a certain person in a certain way. In Friendster, there's the "1st degree friends", "2nd degree friends" and "3rd degree friends". If you continue with the list, I think you will reach to a full "Planet Earth". If that is not enough for you, you can try to contact the citizens of the Universe. Of course, you'll be considered "weirdo". But heck, I'm just trying to prove my point to me that we are all connected. Am I making any sense to me? like DUH.

Continuing what I wanted to say at first...

My life revolves around people. People.. You can't live with them, and can't live without them. They can make you smile, make you frown, make you into a clown. Like come on, you haven't tried to make others laugh? You must be someone who lives to see people wail then, you mean arse.

Some friends..

You wake up one day knowing or not knowing you will get to know a new person, so when you know that person, Congratulations, "You've got friend!". Maybe you got to know that friend through another friend of yours. What started off as a perfect friendship might end up in the recycle bin, rubbish bin or maybe, just maybe, it will continue being that perfect.

Recycle bin- 1. "hey! I need your help, can you help me?" then, the next minute after you helped him/her, he/she 'evaporates' until the next time your help is needed again. Sad..
2. "I'm starting to agree with... I think you are really....*think of something bad*".

You thought everything was going fine. Keeping in contact is a daily thing. (If you don't call, he/she will.) So you wonder what really is the problem. You insist on knowing the truth, knowing that not knowing would hurt you as much. Worrying about a friend feels terrible because you love your friend. That is why you are friends in the first place. Alright, so maybe some people do not really love anyone else besides themselves and their parents. But you shouldn't make that you. Love is a gift. To be able to love and be loved.

Rubbish bin -1. waste.

Empty promises... Wasting your time... Your money... Your effort... Your emotions... Overall wasting your life! Your friend just gets fed up with you and throws vulgar words and chairs and plates and glass and bullets and atomic bombs and missiles.. and finally.. The WAR ends without ending. You stop talking to each other forever. Puh-lease! G.A.L.(Get a Life)!! You only live once!

Happily ever after-1. rare.

Go ask your parents how many friends they have since childhood. since high school. and if they do have, How close are they? Not very? See?? Everyone is so busy with their lives that they actually forgot to have one! Ish Ish! "Out out brief candle, life's but a walking shadow." It is so short. You remember it as yesterday when you just started school. But you are growing old so fast that it can get scary. Or rather, it is scary! Some people would rather watch a horror film sequel than remember how old they actually are, i think. =P






-To be continued-